As I walk away and search for you,

I found out so many things and I don’t know what to do,

It makes me weak, sad, I’m out of the blue,

Now I understand why I have to think of what I need to do…

*

As I walk alone in this lonely long road,

I meet so many people that most of them you know,

They told me stories all about you,

But guess what?!!.. I never believe them unless it comes from you…

*

As I walk again thinking if where are you,

I meet this little girl …maybe looking for someone too,

I asked her name and asked why she’s here…,

She told me: I’m looking for my daddy coz I really missed him …

*

As we continue to walk on this lonely long road,

This little girl sang a very familiar song,

And she told me who taught her to sing that sweet song,

“It was my daddy who always sings that lovely song”….

*

I don’t know why my heart bit move fast,

And tears on my eyes fell too fast,

And she asked me …why did I make you feel sad?

I told her, no baby you just make me laughed …

*

Then we saw this white big house there,

I heard your voice laughing somewhere inside there,

When I supposed to shout your name the little girl said…

Oh! That’s my daddy’s voice, finally I found him here…

*

She jump and jump and hug me tight,

And thank me for helping her right,

But before she entered on the white big house…

I asked what her daddy’s name is…then tears once again fell down from my eyes…

*

I want to shout, to run and go back,

But I don’t have enough energy to do that,

I don’t know if I hate or I am mad at you dad,

Because… you really hurt me so much…

*

But I do love you…yes I really do,

I just don’t know if you do love me too

Or you’re just playing my feelings for you,

And you laughed at me every time I say I love you…

*

Well I know and I do understand you,

I know that I’m not that pretty as your sweeties do,

Your handsome and will never love me as I do,

And if ever…. someday you’re going to leave me too…

*

I looked up and ask God why?

Am I so bad to suffer the hurt from this guy?

Or do I don’t deserve to love or be loved?

Hope you can hear me, lord tell me the reason why?

*

I started to walk again when you call my name,

I don’t want to look at you when you hold my hand,

You ask me what’s the problem and you hug me tight,

I never say anything I just closed my eyes…

*

All I can say is I really love you,

Despite of all the hurts that I feel because of you,

I hope that your love is also true,

But I don’t know!!! I don’t know!!! What to do…

*

You kissed me more and hugged me tight,

And ask me again the reason why I cried,

Then I asked you if you do loved me too,

You smiled, kissed me and said of course I really do…

*

I told him the reason why,

I can see the sadness and worries on his eyes,

And I told him dady you have to try…

Try to forget me by and by…

*

It’s to hard to say that but I know that is right,

I don’t want to hurt somebody because I want my right,

I do love you dady; yes it’s really true,

But I love my self also. I want to be happy too…

*

I saw the tears fell on your face,

I feel the heat of your hugs that makes me weak,

Then you said I do apologize what I’ve done to you,

But baby I really love you so…

*

I can’t deny that the baby you’ve meet,

Is my daughter to somebody else,

But it doesn’t mean I’m joking with you,

I am a crazy man but I’m honest with you…

*

I know it’s hard for you to believe what I’ve said,

But give me more time to prove to you dear,

I will do my best soon you will see,

Baby please… more patience there’s a long way for you and me.

*

And if you think you will hurt somebody,

I will make sure it will not happen baby,

I know it’s hard for you but I will make it easy,

Baby please believe me I don’t want to loose you, I love you like crazy,

*

I do believe you dady, yes I really do,

But now we have to tackle different roads to do…

Do the right things and then will meet again,

I know someday our roads will gonna cross again…

*

And if that day happened I promise you my love,

I will be with you, I’ll never leave you, and you will always be in my arms,

I will marry you; we will exchange our vows,

And have a happy family with our kids in our house…

*

After a year I finished my degree,

I found a good job and I’m now earning good money,

I can help my parents now and my whole family,

But still my life is incomplete that’s why I’m not that happy…

*

As the years goes by I convinced my self,

Not to wait you anymore coz you’re with somebody else,

For so many years waiting for you but your never here,

Even to call my cell or send a message just to say Hi my dear…

*

So I went to Italy and stay with my sister,

I found peace in my mind though I’m still hurt,

I decided to be a nun since I’m not with you,

This will be better at least I can always spiritually be with you…

*

Then one day while I’m walking,

I heard my name… somebody is calling,

But I just continue to walk on the way,

Until somebody reach me and told me please stay…

*

I was shocked and I don’t know what to do,

When I saw your face …dady is that really you?

Yes my baby this is really me,

I’m so happy to see you again…now I want you to be with me.

*

I thought you forgot me already,

It’s been a long time I never heard from you dady,

What happened to you, could you please tell me?

I just do what I promised…so now I am free.

*

He hugs me tight and kisses me more,

I really miss you so much, so now I will never let you go,

Do you still love me? Like I do?

I answered; yes dady but now I think I have to stop loving you…

*

No! Baby please don’t say that,

I want to marry you and I know you know that,

Baby please I love you so please don’t do that,

I love you too dady; I love you so much …

*

I decided to marry the man of my life,

And ask God permission, coz I know this is right,

So now we are always together,

And in God’s grace our love will stay forever and ever…

*

As we walk to this journey of life,

Searching for its meaning as its moment passes by,

Let the hands of time be like footprints in the sun,

As you carry me from the dawn and till the rising sun…

*

We just one hand we can travel far together,

One life sharing in love, I will hold you forever,

Yes I love you all my life…..

As we walk…. now and forever …..

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You just read an inspiring love story; I made this when I thought it’s really easy to say “yes” to everything especially when you’re in love… funny but true. I know there’s no such good end that will happen in my life like what I wrote… but that was what I really want before. Every time I’m reading this I always remember everything from the very start that makes me feel sad because it doesn’t last forever, I’m happy because I know him … since it’s not everyday that someone like him comes my way.

The very reason why I’m doing this because I’m just being true to my self and being true to the one I love … life is too short so I won’t waste a second just to keep this feeling in my heart. I’m not asking him to love me… I just want him to know that across the miles someone always loves him so…

The true value of a person is not merely seeing each other everyday. What counts most is that somehow in our busy life…We remember each other even just by saying “Take care …smile”…

But on irony of life; Sometimes better things could really happen in saying goodbye…..

-=PL=-

It’s me Jen …Hmmmmm… Maybe you guys are wondering why I made this “poems”??? I know they are not that good but this is my way to express my feelings deep within… I could really say that these poems are 100% made by my self. I dedicate these poems to those persons who had been part of my life. Who gave me strength and my inspirations aside from my family. Especially to one person… you know who you areJ. His too far from me ever since. I know from the very start that we can never be…one of the big reasons is the religion. But huh! I’m just a human and there you go I fall in love to this person. Some of you guys will think how stupid am I … yeah your right … but to those who fall in love already and know the feeling of being love and giving love … I know they will understand me. For me letting go for someone I really love does not necessarily means that I don’t or I can’t fight for my love or for my right. I did that because I know that’s the best thing to do, and I don’t want him to choose from us. I want him to be happy and I don’t want him to worry about me. It hurts a lot, so what I did to make me calm, make me feel ok I just always remember the line on “Princess Diaries: No one can ever hurt you without your consent!” Though I feel this pain because of loving a man like him…his still a blessing and I still thankful that I have him even for a short period of time.

Message for them: I know I hurt you and I’m really sorry. I know you love him so much, take care of him always. You’re so lucky to have him.

And now… wow! Someone comes along (kilig!) Pain still there but since the day I meet him something change! No more tears in my eyes. Were friends as of now, take note: AS OF NOW!! hehehe. I don’t know him that much but his kind, waiting for him to be back here in Manila, to know him better and lets see if there’s a “spark” hehehehe.

“Keep on text ting; keep on calling because if ever you can win my feelings”

Finally here’s the poem’s that could express our feelings, if you are scared to say I love you, letting you go, asking if do you love me too?, or telling someone that you’re the best! Hope you like it and enjoy reading these… and always remember: Love is like heaven but hurts like hell…

-=You may check this (blog of mine) from time to time for an update=-

-=jen=-

It’s too hard to admit that you are not true,

You are not the man, who will love me as I do,

I will try to move on but not to forget you

Cause you are part of my life forever until the time is through…

*

Even if it hurts a lot for me to say goodbye,

I will be very patient and ill never tell a lie,

To you and to my heart that you are my only love,

That’s how I love you forever you are my life …

*

Your promises will always be with me,

I’m looking forward that this will guide me,

This will be my inspiration, for me to be happy,

And to always remember you where ever I may be…

*

Now this will be the time again for you to know,

That where ever you are I will always love you so,

I’m doing this because I know they need you more than I do,

So thank you, smile and go on… coz now I’m letting you go….

-=you decorated my life=-

song click me: \”Art of letting go…\”

-=Pretty Love=-

It’s to hard to say that it’s really over,

But I want you to know you will be here,

Here in my heart for ever you will stay,

Coz I’m not mad at you though you went away…

*

I cried a lot because of you,

But you don’t have to say sorry coz I still thank you,

You taught me a lot to be the best that I can do,

And now I’m strong even without you…

*

You open up my heart, but you broke it up,

But I will never blame you just because of that,

I really do understand why you did that,

You’re just a man, who plays and here’s what I’ve got!

*

I just hope that where ever you are,

You’re in good health, happy and no worries in your life,

I’ll always be with you through prayers,

To always check that you are ok forever and ever…

*

Though the tracking number is not really for me,

You’re PL will always be here for you dady,

Even if were million miles away you’ll always be the best!

Coz you are the only one who made me feel that I can be the best like the rest…

*

Thank you for the beautiful words you’ve said,

Even it’s a joke you made me happy always,

Thanks for the calls that I always missed,

Thanks to you dady ko, you’re really the best!

*

I know you have a problem that always bothers you,

Makes you feel sad and worry, you don’t know what to do,

Dady just do what is right and everything will follow,

For sure they will understand coz they both love you so…

*

I hope you won’t forget me,

And if ever you still want to talk to me,

Just send me a message or email me,

I’ll always have a time and ill never be busy for you dady…

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You’re my Honeybunch, Sugarplum Pumpy-umpy-umpkin, You’re my Sweetie Pie You’re my Cuppycake, Gumdrop Snoogums-Boogums, You’re the Apple of my Eye And I love you so and I want you to know That I’ll always be right here And I love to sing sweet songs to you Because you are so dear…

-=PL=-

Listen to me: “Thanks to you…”